tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23378721984894193452024-03-05T02:57:47.126-08:00Expandable Eliot Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05004957245024780548noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2337872198489419345.post-77522000672614984472014-12-10T17:29:00.004-08:002014-12-10T17:29:51.991-08:00Uncertainty<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Hi! So, yesterday the result for first semester final, which is known as PSPM 1 in Matriculation College just released. And guess what I get? Guess and guess and guess</div>
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Nope. I didnt get 4.00 though. I'm a bit frustated there but still I am thankful because I know how strength my efforts for this finals and I think I deserved to get that result, well those subjects that I really put my efforts on, memang struggle ah and tak sia sia A hihi. Well, for the whole pointer I managed to get 3.58. Yeayy, dekan. HAHA , theres no such thing in matriks :p </div>
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HAHA, actually tak expect pun sebab honestly aku selalu tertidur sampai terskipped class and kalau nap mesti 5 minit jadi 5 jam and pernah ponteng class ( hahahaha) aku memang nakal gila I knowww but INSHA-ALLAH SEM 2 NI NAK 4 FLAT DETERMINATION NI AMINNNN TAK NAMPAK CAPITAL LETTER DETERMINATION HAHAHAHAHAHAH OKAY BYE LOVES MUAH HIHI. BYE</div>
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Whaddup yo! Assalamualaikum</div>
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Okay first of all, this is the first post ever after May, fuhhhh. How crazy time flies is it? Nah, actually I was too busy to update my blog with plus the smart phones that fits in everyone's hands nowadays, no one would bother themselves to switch on their notebooks unless for necessary or important things I guess. So, what happen in my life so far? What have I been doing. Well, I managed to finish my first semester in Pahang Matriculation College which is damnnnn far from Negeri Sembilan that makes a budak hingusan ages 18 being homesick sometimes or even more. TBH, Matriks was quite fun. I mean the life in it. I met a lot of new and different people with thousands characters and also talented which somehow makes me feel like a burned potato or a lazy cow that only loves to sleep the whole day. I met some new favourite people too that I would remember them forever in my life. Actually , I don't mind being far away from home as long as I have lovely people around me to push me, and as long as I have those "sekepala" type friends, that's enough and yassss I have them and I am really thankful to Him, thanks to Him. He grant me lovely humans that always remind me of my assignments, motivate me and never fail to cheer me up even in my gloomy-saddy day. Oh , and I love this month (Its Nov!). Why ?Most probably as now I'm on my two weeks semester break and it will reach end in the very soon hmmmmm but thank God yeayyy I had so much fun plus tomorrow I'm gonna meet part of fav people in my life hiks but the sad thing is my girlfriend from Melaka, my close matriks buddy cant join me and my other friends hmmmm its okay I understand her.She has her own reasonns behind it tho. I hope tomorrow will be fun and super-duper-greaterrr-awesome yassss. Oh, but am shaking here. Thinking bout the upcoming final result for semester 1. Kill me for Mathematics and Biology haihhh I am very scared of these two subjects right now! *facepalm* , coz you know what? MATHS was really sucks , I never thought that it would be so hard af. Padahal my fav subject kot and Maths was the only subject that I managed to get A during our first matriculation test. OMG, now imagine how am gonna burn with this! And Biology, I was just okay with Biology I mean its not my really fav subject but I still have some portion of passions for it so its just fine but during the final, sadly I didnt do my essay part really well *screaming* I missed some points that I might forgot them or I totally didnt read the contents that the questions asked me to answer and listed all my points. Screwed me, I really really hope right now at least I cang et 3.5 aboveeee Aminnnnn. Ya Allah, sumpah cuak if kena tendang college ke waddeheck how to married educated guy nanti hahaha waddeheck I'm thinking I know, so itchy-bitchy kick my ass haha. I hope you'll pray for me. >3.5 Aminnnnn. And I promise myself I will struggle for sem 2 as the final result for matriks is they will total up the first sem result with the second one and get the average pointers. That's why we need to struggle more or maintain if you managed to get 4.0 during sem 1 final (lucky you smarty pants). I really wanna go for the Matriculation programmes, its about they will send some of the selected students to study abroad and come back home here as a lecturer for the courses that base on the subjects that they wanna teach. So, my favourite subject is Chemistry! Yassss coz I wanna discover and find the solutions on how to make a great Chemistry with a cool guy that's my crush or even a guy that I adore or even a guy that I stalk through Instagram haha wtf no lah, idek why but I really love Chemistry. So , I wanna be a great-tip-top-toe-classy-educated Chemistry Lecturer yeayyyy. Okay, again Aminnn. Okay, bye. Talk to you later again when I'm free. Take care, Xx! </div>
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Hey human , God's slave , beautiful features. How are you guys doing? (:<br />
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Have you ever lost yourself for once? I mean your ownself? I've been through that kind of situation. Now only I know its not easy to get your strength back. To fight your weaknesses when that's the only thing left inside your body and soul. And those weaknesses which influenced you to think positively , like your brain has rotten and burned by some none logical discriminations. I think my latest status that I updated on my Facebook account has conditionally or unconditionally hurted some of people's small hearts around me. I'm so sorry. At that time , I just felt that I really upset for not getting the Foudation course that I've applied which I think it's highly qualified for me. You know the feelings of frustation when you see everyone arounds you is being so happy for getting what they want , I mean be having the same things that I wished. Okay, I'm not saying that the Diploma course , (any kind of courses) , is not good. Just that I didn't satisfy with the result that I received as I know that I really hoped for that. Yknow I put high aim for that. I'm sorry again.Oh , I promised my parents to struggle in Matriks and continue Degree in a better place , better choice. Inshaa Allah . I want to takePharmacy as my first choice. Pray for me , I'll pray for you guys. Always. I'm not perfect, I'm only human. I make mistakes. I grew up and learned from all of them. Bye , Assalam :')</div>
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Hi blogger , Hi readers . How ya doing ? I hope youre doing fine since you can read my post lol .</div>
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So , basically I'm frustated right now . My mode is so not turn on and more likely to be-upset-24/7. It's not because I just broke up , hell yeah I dont even have a boyfriend lol . Haha . Oh , correction I have many boyfriends but then I dont have anyone who's special and steal my heart yet . I'm fine with it .Being single is quite cool yknow . You dont have to bother yourself with confusions , emotions that bring you down ,endless fights , painful hurts , those bad parts of relationship . No I do not mean that people whose in a relationship is sucks and so lame . I'm just actually trying to say that at least yes you dont have your partner , yet still you have strong reasons to defend yourself why you would prefer to be single for now . Its not wrong , its not wrong either to fall in love . It turns haram when you make yourself close to zina and bring along your partner and then your pride will be decreased slightly . Too bad to judge , we're all grown up . Hence , yknow which one is good for you and which one that harms you . Back to the topic . Yknow why am I feel so sad and deeply down lately . Its because I failed to get MARA's scholarship and also the interview in UKM for the Asasi Pintar course . I'm so scared yknow . I think my result is not that bad , I mean not like I got G's mostly . So , I feel like those qualifications are still on my side but then what to do maybe its not my rezeki . I hope that , I really hope there will be another offers for me man . Damn , I seriously want to continue my studies and I wont never dissapoint my parents . I dont want to burden them and make them feel worried . They've done their best for me . I really want to study and then make a success pathway and pay them back . Now I could only afford to give my loves . Verily they always accept my flaws and my imperfections . They still give me support through up and down even though I know deeply in their heart they were frustated as I didnt get the govern's scholarship . I hope you will pray for me . I'll pray for you too and of coz always . Im that kind of person that has a huge feelings of insecurity , curiousity , scaredness and awkwardness depends on the situation that I've to face . But mostly I always look like I am the one that love to act like I don't care and being ignorance towards something and just let the people around me tell me the thing that I already realise it's existence then . Apa aku merepek ni , aku dah mengantuk dah ni . Thanks for listening , my inner voice that I keep it silence in front of the world coz I know that sometimes you just need to release it all by yourself . It's all about your pain that its enough for others know how you solve and the solutions not how it happened then . At least , I'm still thankful because I'm stil breathing here . Yeah , Amin . Bye , aku patut bersedia untuk hari esok yang lagi ceria yeah minta minta berkurang nada melankoliku . Assalamualaikum and have a nice day everyone muah . </div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05004957245024780548noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2337872198489419345.post-59587905954520616202014-03-25T05:53:00.003-07:002014-03-25T05:53:55.943-07:00An Unexpexted Conclusions<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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As if you open up your tv or you listen to the radio , all is about the misteriously missing flight MH370 . As a part of Malaysians , my deepest condolences goes to all the victims , those 260 passengers and the pilot in the flight and also to those family victims . Just imagine that you're on their shoes , you would not even tempt to watch the tv's , knowing that your hopes to see your lovely person in life that used to be by your side missing , dissapared from your view just like that without any good-bye or sayings of leaving . I feel so touched and honestly pity to those family victims . Furthermore , we also hear those speculations , rumours and expectations from many people around us , near yourselves . Those who make fun of this news deserve to get judged by God so that they will realise other people's feelings and take things more serious next time . As an 18 teenage , I only can pray to God and ask Him to protect them and make a du'a so that they hopefully will rest in peace . We can see the face of sadness and depressed from our Prime Minister when he told the breaking news to the world press and as one of his citizens , I could feel his feelings while giving the speech and facing crowded media people . The missing of this flight really shocked Malaysians on 8th March of 2014 . That time I was one of the PLKN trainees and as you know we're be treaten strictly there and we're not allowed to use our phones except for weekenends . As accidentally , this incident occurred on Saturday so it was been spread like a lightning in our camp and the first thing came in my mind is 'How could a big-huge-obvious-thing mysteriously missing and could not be seen ? ' . But the thing is no one actually knows how it started to happen and did anybody hijacked the plane or anything else . Only Allah S.W.T knows everything so thats why we've been asked to keep praying and never looses hope on Him . And now , the flight is confirmed ended flew in Southern East of Indian Ocean . To those family victims , be strong and be patient . God knos that you can face all this and He has His own reasons for everything that happens . Keep praying four your love ones and dont lose faith on Him . May Allah grant you strong willing to accept all these . And to us , we should recite them Al-Fatihah . Till then , Assalam .</div>
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<b>Sap yo ladies and gentleman</b> . Haha , its been seriously deadly ages I don't update my blog . Now , I am back yeah #drumroll . Habak hang , ceq masa dulu SPM busy nauuuu . So , I got no time at all to update my blog . Hmmmm , blogging is a part of my life but basikal-ly , I got to focus on my school first . I mean my study , not my school -.- Sir Azman Handsome kan ada . Hehe . And , yeah . I know its already late , but better late than never aite . I nak cakap , I AM NOT A STUDENT ANYMORE . Yeah . . . what a life . I spend most of my pre-adult time watching television , online and eat . I rarely eat nasi and I grabbed loads of junk food . I think its not good for me as I m growing up , and I should change in this phase of life . Actually , I have an intention . Highlighted =<u> INTENTION</u> to do part time but sinced I got the hell-yeah awesome PLKN . What should I do ? What to do what to observe hahahah seriously this is a clue for definition in exam . I really wanna have an IPhone 5 so I planned to work at Secret Recipe which is a stone's throw away from my home . But , I canceled the plan , haaa no dad forbid me . He told me that I should prepare for other things instead of aiming that IPhone . Lol , dad is true . Dad's words are meaningful , you better listen . Heeee , last week I went to <b>Universal Studios Singapore</b> and I had really great time there . If you plan to go there with your family for a vacation , don't ever you skip riding The Mummy Returns Roller Coaster and Transformers 4D Roller Coaster Adventure . It was hilarious at first when I kept screaming till I lost my voice haha (that is normal whenever I'm on a roller coaster) but truthfully I had so much fun and my heart really beat fast than usual as my sympathetic nerves raised it up till the peak of the hills of the ride and my parasympathetic nerves calmed me down like I used to this cray cray zee roller coasters . The most scariest ride in USS , unfortunately closed which is Human and Cyclone . Haha , if they really opened on the day I came they , probably majority of my heart was saying that ' No , I'm not going ' 'No , I'll run away' . So , I still don't pass the level of scared-ness towards roller coaster . Hmmmm , still not ready for those extreme one . Typical me , haihhhh . </div>
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